From the monthly archives: October 2011

IMMORTAL by Bryl R. Tyne

Genre: paranormal/fantasy/m/m

Noble Romance Publishing

(c) 2011 Bryl R. Tyne

 

Blurb: Found abandoned as a child and taken in by the Nevsky clan, the man Ivis now feels the call of the water, the sea, but Sefton and his family, one of the most influential vampire bloodlines in Russia, isn’t about to let Ivis go. As Ivis’s powers grow stronger—powers unknown to him—Sefton’s instructed to detain Ivis at all costs to tilt in his clan’s favor the balance of power in an endless struggle between the Bogdanov water gods and Nevsky vampires. Sefton’s left with a choice: power or love. Which is the greater desire?

 

(unedited) Excerpt:

At the edge of the great forest, wild fields stretched to the south and to the east, ending as they tapered into a great sea. Though I could see only long grasses to the horizon, rumor spoke of such a place, the place where the Nevsky hunters had found me as a child of four seasons, with not a stitch of clothing or clan to lay claim and the letters IVIS scored across the point where my left collarbone met my shoulder. Few from the nearby village had dared venture out that far since, and those with a will to try had never returned. I dreamt of returning there someday. Though to what, or to whom, or precisely where, I had yet to learn.

“Again, I fear I am losing you, Ivis.” Sefton’s breaths cut cold and hard across the dampness between my shoulders.

Tepid skin graced my lips as I kissed the back of his hand. “Unfortunately, glimpses of my past remain with me to this day, as they should. Should they not?” I asked but got no reply at my back. “I can no more forget them than the sight of my own face in the water.”

But no matter how often I uttered those words, in truth, my past reached no farther than the tip of my nose, for how was it possible a child, no taller than waist high, should remember such places or events . . . or names? It was vain for me to try, but even now, as a young man, I continued to do so. More so, the closer Sefton drew to me for the power, though I knew not this power he claimed to seek . . . but his seeking me out for yet another romp in the forests happened more often than not of late.

“When I am with you, I am alive as never before.” Sefton tugged me against his chest, as he had done each night and many a carefree afternoon for as far back as I could recall. His lips found the juncture at my neck and shoulder, while he fondled me with the most skilled of touches. “You are the very air I breathe.” His words danced across my skin, graceful and confident. With his other hand, he found and teased my entrance, and pushed into me with a whisper, “You are mine, now and for always.”

“Yes.” I barely recognized my own voice under his assault. Yet, I wanted him as totally as he claimed to want me. “Always.”

He stroked my manhood and plowed into me relentlessly, over and again. “Tell me you are mine.”

By the goddess, I wanted to. I wanted nothing more than to accept his invitation to stay forever. But to do so would be a lie.

“Do not speak, my love,” he said, entering me again and again, working himself, faster and faster, until I could not tell where his body ended and mine began. “My love is enough to carry us both.” And he sank his sharp bite into my neck, took from me as much as he gave me elsewhere, and sending me into the bright abyss that only a lover can do.

“Sefton . . . .”

He withdrew his fangs, sealed the tiny wounds with a loving touch of his tongue. My body quivered in his embrace as he brought me back to earth with his sure caress. Yet, I lay there in his arms, fully aware of my plans to leave. How could I tell him that I could not stay, no matter how promising, how tempting . . . how pleasurable his touch.

“I am troubled, not understanding how each time can be better than the last, yet it is a truth I cannot deny,” he said and kissed the top of my head, then my shoulder; his hips pressed firmly to my backside. “Ivis? Promise me. Tell me that every day will be like today only better. Promise to never leave my side.”

His words were at once as a thick plume of smoke, suffocating, no matter how quickly I maneuvered through them. How could he promise me what was not his to give? I removed his less than reassuring arm and pulled myself up to stand. The rocky ground outside our grassy circle of body-warmed foliage stung the soles of my feet. “For the Lady’s sake, I am no Nevsky, and I belong to no one in your villages. To this day, I know not even my family name.” I leaned, one hand clinging, toying with a low-hanging branch. “Until I know who I am, I cannot make such promises. You know that I would die for you if I could.”

I turned and found the ever-present doubt his gaze increasingly held.

“I love you, Sefton Nevsky, like no other. Is knowing that not enough for you?”

For the briefest of seconds, his eyes flashed the color of fresh-spilled blood, and I looked away. He shot to his feet and with a firm grip, carried my face nose to nose with his own in a move that left me panting with fright. Yet I did not retreat, nor show the fear he had instigated and likely craved. Instead, I met his sternness with my own. “You are neither my keeper nor my brother.”

“I am a Nevsky and you—a bastard son found amongst the reeds. Do not push me, lower than low.” He pounded his chest with a knuckled fist. “You will not defy my wishes.”

Against my knotted gut, I stepped around him and retrieved my tunic and breeches. Oxen more stubborn, I had never witnessed in my supposed twenty-some years—I kept that knowledge loosely, also, for I had as much recollection of my true age as I had of the day I was born. Despite Sefton’s stance and his curses to the contrary, I dressed, slipping my tunic over my head. “Your proclaimed ‘two years’ on me makes you no wiser than I, though, with each passing day, you do resemble more and more a donkey’s behind.”

His reaction came swift and sure as he backed me against the nearest stone birch; Sefton tightened his grasp on my tunic with a shove surely meant to meld his fist to my chest. My still-naked buttocks encountered rough bark. His gaze remained locked with mine. “One day”—he wiped the spittle from his bottom lip—”one day I will make you know how infuriating a man you can be, Ivis Bogdanov.”

Sefton’s mouth covered mine, leaving me forgotten moments better used for breathing, but I could no more deny his needs for all the talk in the forest. He pulled away, as breathless as I. “Curse our lives,” he said, grimacing in obvious disgust. “Were I not born the ass that I am—were you . . . had we met under different circumstances—”

“But we have not. That is the hand the Fates have dealt us.”

Sefton pulled me into his arms. “Do not do this. No good can come of your curiosity. Are you so unhappy that I cannot expect you to share this life we have?”

“Life?” I wrenched free, backed out of his embrace. “You call this a life? I roam your fathers’ countryside by day and your castle by night as if in search of something, though I know not what.”

The look Sefton bore frustrated me further.

“You do not understand. I am a man. Do you not see that I have no need to be by your side both day and night? Can you not see your constant concern is smothering? I turn a corner; you are there. I close my eyes only to open them to your face. Is it I you do not trust, or is it yourself?”

Sefton’s steely eyes flared to deep crimson, and in that flash of color, he stood a hair’s breadth before me. “Rue the day I found you among the marshes bordering the eastern fields.” His nostrils flared as he turned away. “I need you beside me, or you would not remain . . . .” His stance turned aloof, and his stare grew cold. “You are no one special. No one would have you but I; no man is as accoutered as I to keep a—a man, such as yourself.”

Heat pooled in my chest, and a chill, the likes of which I had never experienced, consumed my shaking limbs. “A burden you claim, then I fear a burden I shall become.”

“Do not speak the words, Bogdanov”—he bore his elongated teeth in anger, a rarity in my presence—”or feel my wrath!”

In a move unseen, he was upon me, the sting of his bite upon my flesh, and I hardened instantly, despite my struggle.

“Damn you, son of Nevsky.”

But my words came on a fleeting breath, for my body could not mask my desire, and I pressed into his touch, his bite . . . his embrace, wanting him near with the same ferocity I wanted him to stay away, the same longing I had felt the first time we had coupled. And he reciprocated, penetrating my flesh deeper as he rolled his hips, revealing his desire, even as he assuaged his anger with the blood drawn from my shoulder.

“Damn you.”

He pulled away, withdrawing his fangs. His gaze, obscured by a haze of lust, met mine, and it was my blood that trickled from his lips as he said, “Too late.”

His expression told of his pain—decades, centuries, an eternity—for how long, I had no knowledge. So much had passed between us, years of growing—more, I’d grown from boy to man; Sefton had remained as youthful and handsome as ever—still, I knew few details of his life or circumstance. Uneasiness swallowed me whole with one look into his eyes. In spite of his protests to the contrary, I could never be what he desired. It hurt to love him as I did, but it hurt more to know not who I was, where I had come from, to whom I might belong.

“You belong with me, Ivis.” His voice was but a whisper as he wiped the blood from his chin.

“Get out of my head.”

“Your own thoughts betray you, for freely they gave themselves to me. I had no need to pry my way in.”

“You are an insatiable and arrogant man.”

“I’m no more a man than you—” He stopped abruptly and turned his back to me.

“What is this you once again allude to?” He removed himself from my reach. No man could keep one such as me . . . . Had he not meant riches, for admittedly, I had wants, and Sefton seemed always to have the need to fulfill each and every one of them? Before my next breath, Sefton had dressed.

“Son of Nevsky, what are you hiding from—?” But before I could finish my question, he was gone. And hence, so was I.

 

 

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…can be found over at Rarely Dusty Books blog today!

Up until now, I’ve only given you brief recaps each day I was there, but today, I blog about GRL as a whole. Lots of pics of my experiences and NOLA. You could win a copy of a title from my backlist. Just stop by and leave a comment over at Rarely Dusty Books to be entered in the drawing! Hope to see you there? 🙂

On a side note, I’ve been reading many blogs about personal experiences at this first GayRomLit, but today I ran across one I especially want to share with everyone if I can. Author Blake Deveraux summed up the retreat most precisely and more eloquently than I ever could, and I do think if you read anything else about GayRomLit, Blake’s post is THE post to read! You can find his Farewell to GRL 2011 here: http://blakedeveraux.com/2011/10/24/farewell-to-grl-2011

 

Much thanks to the organizers of GayRomLit!

I’m having trouble accepting that I leave here later today. But it’s over. Sadly.

I’ve thoroughly enjoyed myself, met many, many interesting and beautiful people, and come to understand the southern phrase, “God bless his heart” (thank you, Blake). And for filling these few days with meaning and FUN: Rachel Haimowitz, EM Lynley, Clare London, Heidi Cullinan, Marie Sexton, Rowan Speedwell, Damon Suede, Cherie Noel, Taylor Donovan, Kelly Shorten, Poppy Dennison, Brita Addams, Cat Grant, Rick Reed, Lynn Lorenz, Amanda Young, Ethan Day, V. Vee (I’m certain I’m missing many more wonderful people who I’ve had the opportunity to meet, and I’m truly sorry. Just know that you ALL were/are AWESOME!), and to the many readers who stopped me in the halls and at the various events to let me know how much you loved me and my writing–THANK YOU!

Special thanks to the Bourbon Orleans’ staff–Caleb, you are SO in my next book, sugar! Lafitte’s on Exile–you guys rock! Had a blast! Yo Mama’s, Johnny Whites, Cafe Du Monde… YUM!

Truly, my brief time here has been an unforgettable experience.

Seriously, dude. I just gotta say that I’ve never felt more at home anyplace I’ve ever been. To top it off, the hospitality here at the Bourbon Orleans is out of this world. The food in The Quarter is so delicious and the portions so plentiful I may not eat again for a month. And conversation is to be had at every turn with so many of us readers and authors gathered together to enjoy these short few days… I don’t want to even think about leaving!

 

I’ve met so many wonderful people–both authors and readers. You guys rock. I can’t wait until next year!

 

On another note, I tried Cajun for the first time–Yum--and I ain’t talkin’ food.

 

The atmosphere, the constant thrum, the people… I love it here. For the first time in a long time, I’m alive.

 

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Last night I thought I’d died and gone to heaven! Found out I’d just gone to heaven, yeah! The lovely Brita Addams (*cough* Betty Crocker, as her son called her!) invited her son to dinner with us. Not only was the Mexican food to DIE FOR, but her son (who was my age and single, might I add) was the most delicious morsel I’ve had the privilege to meet and dine with in a long, l o n g time. Beautiful man. Simply, beautiful, all the way around!

On a different note, met Ethan Day, Carol Lynne, Lynn Lorenz, and Kelly Shorten. Looking forward to Rachel Haimowitz, Cat Grant, Damon Suede, and L.C. Chase rolling in later today, and I can’t wait for the Gentlemen’s Juke-Joint Junket tonight at Lafitte’s on Exile!

Parteeeeee! New Orlean’s style!

Woke up at 5:30 despite killing the alarm so I could get some rest. Stayed with Brita Addams and family the night before. Currently, I’ve kidnapped her and we’re in an out of the way joint here in Metairie. Heading into New Orleans later today to check out The Quarter.

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Crazy busy week I’ve had so far! And today’s no calmer.

In the midst of getting ready for my roadtrip to New Orleans for GayRomLit next week, I’m over at Babes in Boyland today talking about my upcoming release, DIVINITY, with Riptide. Of course, the topic involves sex or erotica or pR0n (whichever trips your trigger).

On top of all that, I stopped over at Kari Gregg’s blog and shared my support for her FUCKFEST! (See the shiny new badge in the sidebar here!)

Apparently, some people still don’t get it! I’d love to have your thoughts over at Babes in Boyland and if you’re inclined to agree with Kari’s SMUT LOVERS’ MANIFESTO, please, by all means, stop by her blog and tell her so! Snag the shiny badge and wear it proudly on YOUR blogs and sites!

 

 

 

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